These hospital episode makes me feel like i'm not (and will not) ready to lost one of my beloving family. I want to be present, althought almost doing nothing to ease my mom minds, to lift up a bit of her burden. Just silently be there, although makes her more worried.
Just be present, although cannot meet my father. I know my prayes will soothe him. Silently recite a prayer: please... give me more time, please... heal him, please... give us strenght.
Thanks to you who understand how I feel and supporting me during my grey days. Please, be with me always, be present and be kind to our parents.
~W~
